A week after Sundown 100, I became ordinary again. I know there are some things I have done without much thinking, like the Kapas Marang swim and this 100KM run. But between the two, I think Kapas Marang swim was the most scary. I would someday like to attempt this swim again. And this time to finish it.
This week will be my last week as a resident of KL. I am filled with sadness but also happiness. I am sad to leave this place I have called home. I have met so many interesting people along the way, made some friends too and I have done things that I could only dream of. I have so many things to be thankful for. My short life here has changed me, I am not the same person I was when I first came here. And in an odd way, I am happy how things have turned out. Even if it turns out much worse than what it is now, I would still be thankful.
I have lost some people and some things in my life. They chose to leave me but because I know in this world nothing is permanent, I have accepted the course of fate. God has made plans for me and He knows what's best. I have never felt so much at peace with myself before. I guess its when you have accepted what's happening in your life, to learn to let go of things, to let things happen the way it should be, only then you can find happiness. I am really free falling. You should too. I've never felt freer knowing that there is someone out there looking out for me.
This week will be my last week as a resident of KL. I am filled with sadness but also happiness. I am sad to leave this place I have called home. I have met so many interesting people along the way, made some friends too and I have done things that I could only dream of. I have so many things to be thankful for. My short life here has changed me, I am not the same person I was when I first came here. And in an odd way, I am happy how things have turned out. Even if it turns out much worse than what it is now, I would still be thankful.
I have lost some people and some things in my life. They chose to leave me but because I know in this world nothing is permanent, I have accepted the course of fate. God has made plans for me and He knows what's best. I have never felt so much at peace with myself before. I guess its when you have accepted what's happening in your life, to learn to let go of things, to let things happen the way it should be, only then you can find happiness. I am really free falling. You should too. I've never felt freer knowing that there is someone out there looking out for me.
6 comments:
i really understand about free falling for I just did and found the peace that had eluded me :) good luck on your new beginnings in your homeland again, dont be a stranger and come back to visit us, most importantly come to jb hehhe :) love u kash !
this will be an emotional week. But I always feel that Allah has bigger plans, so take it in your stride, and enjoy (this will be an ideal time for that IM dream :D)
I'm happy to have known you both during my stay here.Its indeed an emotional week with too many lunch and dinner farewells. :)
Stay positive always.
tho' i've only hung out with you and the guys once during the bbq, i had so much fun.
hope to do it again soon.
btw, i still owe you money for kalkitos. care to let me know how i could pay you?
Consider that my farewell gift to u! Thx Zarin.
aww Kash, you shouldn't have. but i really, really appreciate it. thanks!
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